i often wonder where i am supposed to be. what my true calling is. jack of all trades, master of none. thats been my greatest fear, always ( Read more... )

I seriously never intended on this. on becoming emotionally invested in new people and new places. it scares the shit out of me. i cried so many times over the last few weeks and not just because i am a woman and i am emotional and dramatic and latina. of course i am all of these things. but because things are changing again. i have often ( Read more... )

i pray about next month ( Read more... )

university of houston said no ( Read more... )

my life is hectic and peaceful ( Read more... )

its not fun to live in an apartment and pretend to be an adult living on your own, when really youre just a big baby. i want to be grown up and have an apartment, buy my own groceries and pay all my bills. or do i? what the fuck is this shit for. i work and pay bills and do not feel as if i will ever get ahead of any of this paycheck to ( Read more... )

a little late for me to be anticipating a law school acceptance letter in my mailbox and a little early for me to be dredding tuesday at work, but here i am awake and updating because for two hours lying down, not being able to sleep, i have pondered such things. my neighbors are having a get together next door and besides the fact that its late ( Read more... )

back in the saddle again....yeah, im a part of this world ( Read more... )

big brother is watching me here at work as i update. i literally had a jerry maguire type moment, typed a memo, about wanting to change things here at work and then they called me into the office yelled and screamed and cussed and told me how unprofessional i was. im so unprofessional to demand hot water and green vegetables. que estupida soy ( Read more... )

missing deadlines for the possible future, i wait for my laundry to dry and play around on the computer. i never plan for the future. i dream, take action at the last minute and never get organized. we shall see. i really want to go to depaul, but have i done anything about it. and i may be missing the lsat registration date because of the ( Read more... )